I’m pretty sure I’m a pain slut.

I don’t like being hurt bad or anything, but I feel so good after it’s done.
When I know I’m going to get hurt, I put all my negative emotions into that one moment. When the pain finally comes, it’s amazing, I can’t even begin to describe it.
It’s like having a new slate and nothing from the past can hurt you.
In a way, it’s almost like a spiritual cleansing.

But I’m not gonna lie, cuz I like pain in a completely unholy way as well. *Nudge, nudge. Wink, wink.*
But when done sexually or sadistically, it’s different. Not spiritual, but still very important and releasing.
I don’t give up control often, so to let someone do that to me is very special. Or maybe the most brutal form of control! Dun dun dun!


And if your wondering why I’m talking about pain, it’s because I got the other side of my lip done!